did it make me stronger?

How to torture an ADD-crafter in 3 easy steps:

1) have her make some thing cool, unique, and spontaneous.

2) have her write out detailed instructions for said spontaneous thing that was made without any real pattern or plan.

3) Great! you're almost there. Now make her do the item 7 more times! oh, and don't forget that each step-out needs to be identical to the first.

yeah. just shoot me. I have enough trouble finishing things the first time! making the same exact thing (or pieces of the same thing) 7 times was the most grueling mental torture i've been through in a while. [I am tempted to say that it may have been competition for qualifying proposals in horrific pain!]

The felines "helped" by keeping each step-out warm while i worked on the next.

This post may not make any sense at all. we are here in CA, had a really long and tiring day of filming. I have so much i want to post about! but i am simultaneously exhausted and overstimulated. I desperately need to sleep but i'm not sure i can. iyeeeee!